ok i know i said i’ll only blog after exams but i need a break from the books for a while, so pardon me.
exam’s making me jittery. and its worse than last year, i know i can never match the other bnf students so i kinda see no point? but on the other hand i need to do well and pull up my gpa too cos graduating with a second lower frm bnf just doesnt cut it. so you see the dilemma now?
these 2 weeks of preparation i felt like i lost myself, i smile less, talk less, socialise less and care less. and i almost didnt recognise myself anymore cos i was so depressed and down all the time. honestly, i think nobody can understand how i feel right now cos i’m not too sure myself as well.
totally signs of depression. i need professional help:(











